Today is (was. it’s late) my first Mother’s Day. It was really the perfect day.
For nine months, I was afraid of if I’d be a good mother. Would I be good enough? Would I know what to do? Would I be able to soothe my child? I prayed every day that I wouldn’t break him. Babies are so fragile!

Surprisingly, one thing I learned very quickly is that babies and mama’s just go together like peas and carrots. I know when Ethan is fussy, and can usually predict (pretty accurately) what his ish is. Most of the time, just picking him up will ease his worried cries which is always a wonder to me. I’m amazed that I’m able to do that so easily.

He’s just constantly amazing to me. That this little person, this little being, with his own personality that shows itself more and more each day – that’s as stubborn as his mama, as inquisitive as his daddy, and as happy-go-lucky and easy-going as both of them – is mine. All of this just…fascinates and amazes me. Every day.

The most amazing thing that I least expected is how selfless you become when you become a mama. The lack of sleep, putting aside everything else so he can be my number 1…it just doesn’t phase me. I was worried I’d be upset about not being able to go to my favorite yoga classes or go for a run regularly, or whatever but really, it doesn’t phase me. It doesn’t phase me that I didn’t get to go for my scheduled run this weekend or go get my Mothers Day pedicure. I’ve learned that it’s about balance, about teamwork with Adam to make things happen and work. We’re a team, united, to take care of this little guy. To give each other the time we need to be the best parents we can be.
How was my perfect first mother’s day?
For Mother’s Day, Ethan surprised us by sleeping from 11:30-6a, which is as close to 8 hours of sleep that I’ve gotten since March 22. Following our 6a feeding, we all stayed in bed til about 9ish (well Ethan went back down til about 8:30 for his 2nd breakfast). I called my mama, and I got my lovely gifts from the husband and son.
They treated me to this awesome book
that was on my wish list and replaced my beloved elephant necklace that I lost at the hospital (I wore it through my entire pregnancy and was heartbroken when I couldn’t find it).
{Note the electrical tape. Ethan’s not good at wrapping presents yet. A for effort}
Later in the morning, we enjoyed brunch at Eggcellence where I enjoyed one of my favorite muffins – strawberry chocolate chip. If you go, tell Will I sent you there. He’s the best.

{Apparently, also only New Englanders toast their muffins? Is this true? I love a good warm muffin with melted butter on top. It’s one of my favorite things!}
After brunch, we came home so peanut could have his early lunch, after which, he and I enjoyed a nice nap – me on the couch, him in his swing.

Later, we headed over to the Towne Centre to hit up Bin201′s Blind Tasting (every Sunday!) and to check out to Charm City Run to look for new sneaks for me. I decided on the Saucony Kinvara (the Newton’s won’t be fully retired, but they’re hitting their limit, so they’ll be used sparingly now. The Kinvara4 had only aesthetic changes to it, so I picked the Kinvara3 linked above). I’m pretty excited to try them out, I tried them last year at a Fleet Feet fun run, but tried the wrong size so they were a bit painful but I loved that they were so lightweight and comfortable. Also, similar to the Newton’s they have a 4mm drop so adjusting to them should be relatively easy and I have a few weeks before Zooma to break them in. I loved, loved, LOVED my Newton’s BUT they were significantly more expensive and I had a couple gift certificates so my new Saucony’s were next to nothing. So win there!
After that, we popped over to Crofton/Waugh Chapel – there’s a new Elevation Burger opening up over there and they were offering free meals for mothers day/their grand opening tomorrow. Their food is amazing – all their beef is organic/grass fed and thus the quality for the price is amazing – it was a really nice way to end the day. Then I went to Old Navy to check out the baby sale and exchange a top I had picked up the other day.

We came home, we skyped with Adam’s parents – a wonderful mothers day gift for my lovely mother-in-law – and then gave baby his bath, and did his bedtime routine. He slept starting at 8p – we discovered the power of the super tight swaddle. Normally it’s been a bit looser but Adam’s been making it tighter and I account that to him sleeping for 6 hours Saturday night. Hopefully we’ll have a repeat tonight. Fingers crossed friends. Fingers. Crossed.

He’s such a gem. I’m so blessed to be so in love with not one amazing man in my life, but two. I have been blessed with the perfect family and I couldn’t ask for anything more.
Happy Mother’s Day to all the mama’s out there!
{ICYMI– check out my guest post over on FittritionLife about balancing healthiness and being a new mama}